Existence Precedes Essence (Sartre,1957)

BYEBYE

2005-07-24T19:02:00.000+08:00

DO NOT VISIT HERE ANYMORE.
BLOGGING USED TO BE FUN BUT NOT ANYMORE. JUST AIN'T ME TO BLOG MORE.
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Feeling...

2005-06-23T21:03:00.000+08:00

Was browsing thru frenster & came across diz..thought of sharing wit u guys..

Subject: true love DOES NOT need reasons...

Lady : Why do you like me, why do you love me, dear?

Man :I don't know, need there be a reason to love you?

Lady :If you can't even tell me the reason, how can you profess that you love me?

Man :I may not know the reason, but I can prove that I love you.

Lady : Prove it to me? I don't want proof! If my friend's boyfriend can tell her the reason why he loves her, why can't you tell me?

Man :Ok Ok! I love you...

- because your voice is sweet

- because you are caring

- because you are loving

- because you are thoughtful

- because of your smile

- because of your every movement

The lady felt very satisfied with the man's answer.

Unfortunately, a few days later, the lady met with an accident and had gone into a coma. The guy then placed a letter by her side, which said:

Darling,

It is because of your sweet voice that I love you...
Now can you talk? No! Therefore I cannot love you.

It is because of your care and concern for me that I love you..
Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you.

It is because of your smile,
Now that you cannot smile, therefore I cannot love you.

It is because of your every movement that I love you..
Now can you move?No, therefore I cannot love you...

If love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you anymore.

Does love need a reason?
NO!

Therefore, I still love you.

" Sometimes the best and the most beautiful
things in the world cannot be seen, cannot be
touched, but can be felt in the heart"

I always use d dialogue above to sum1..it's really one hell of an eye-opener..yeah there is not a need for reasons in love..U know it just happens..haha feeling sak LINDAH!

Niwae it's so fun at work everyday!haha we'll plan a theme color to wear our clothes...D four of us..only been frenz 4 like 5days but it seemed as if we've been frenz for 5yrs!haha it's so cool to hang out wif them..But some people stole our originality, our trademark!This other clique also planned a colour theme..bloody kepos!COPYCATS!They wore black today!We wore yellow n tomorrow gonna wear baju kurung!haha so freaking fun ah..They are a bunch of stuck up ppl!yucks hate these kind of MISS KNOW-EVERYTHING kinda people...Whateva heck care wif them...The malay trainers kinda like our clique!One of them even offered us to join them @ gym after work!COOL!gonna go there everyday nxt week...AND WE CAN PLAY POOL TOO!!HOW FUN IS DAT HUH??!!heheee Ok people dun b jealous ah..haha N we gonna attend those court proceedings for those who's on warrant arrest!Must wear formal black-white clothes to get to seat on those exclusive benches..If we do not want to wear formal clothes, we have to hang out wif the policemen hahaa means THAT we have to sit wif d policemen!woohooo there might be cute ones there..hehee Lindah GATAL!!so exciting never have been to any proceeedings before!woohooo gonna get all the experience i need here @ IRAS!Kinda cool huh being a civil servant...chey chey..Probably be going to d courtroom nxt friday..I've never felt so eager to go to work before..But now, it's like I'm not dreading to go to work coz I'm having so much fun!Unlike my attachment not worth to work long bloody hours for that kind of money sey!HAHAA anyway dats all for now...GOODNYTE ALL!!!

2005-06-21T21:15:00.000+08:00

Photosssssssssssssssssssssss

At Yakun Kaya toast..

2 1/2 boiled-eggs & coffee..

Happily pouring the ketchup..AND..

D Outcome..hahaa but was still delicious though

Happy sak Marie biting the kaya toast

Spot the shape..*hint:Minnie Mouse's BF* haha

To CS toilet!!So EXCITIIiiNGGG....

Sneak preview 4 d boys..haha

Nice Reflection..

Ugly Reflection...hahahaa kwakwakwa nolah pretty lah!

Dunnoe what I'm doing..

Power layout in A TOILET!!wooohooo I so LOVE IT!

Woops Blurred!

Ok Diz is clear but I WASN'T LOOKIN @ D CAM!DAMN!

Look at my small nostrils..kwakwakwa n Marie dun u cum too close to me again when taking a photo!SO geli lah!haha dats y my face cannot tahan like wanna laugh!!!

Ok Marie I think dats a little too far right..haha

Friends 4ever..chey chey feeling

Nothing to do in d train, so posed a little hehee

Nice pose ah...

wahlau Marie dunnoe how to take photo properly ah..cut my face sia..

Bestfrenz 4ever...hahaa feeling again..kwakwakwa

CUTE flower pins bought from MONTIP!!

Happy Day!

2005-06-16T22:54:00.000+08:00

Heeeelllloooo everyone!hehee atlast I'm not dat lazy to blog..haha there's been quite alot of interesting happenings in my life these past few weeks....shall blog bout dat later on...

Anyway met up wif Marie today @ Paya Lebar upstairs (we always call it dat where we dun have to go out of the control stn!) haha..so juz met her upstairs..Like so bloody long didn't meet up sia!haha the last time was when she came to my house to play basketball on a rainy day??!! hehee...then headed towards Tampines to hang ard dere coz I wanna buy this bag from Montip which is quite cheap which i saw on the other day..but in the end didnt buy..instead bought 3 cute pins to wear on d tudung!woohooo so exciting!Oh n in d train this indian guy winked at me!Bloody chikopek!In front of my face! But who knows ah he got nerve problem or sumtin n cannot control his eyelid ah..but he got chikopek face ah..

Thought dat walking ard Tampines mall n Century Sqaure wud be boring but surpisingly it wasn't!!! hahaa...we walked ard Prime area twice coz wanna look for PS2 games for Marie...haha in the end only A shop sold pirated ones! haha we didn't know which ones to choose from the list coz all looked kinda boring...And so we asked the saleperson to recommend us some adventurous games..So u see he saw us being GIRLS, me wearing HOTPINK somemore so-called a BIMBOTIC color..And he suggested a WEAKLING GAME-----> Finny The fish!!And Madagascar game.. Fish u lah saleguy!The madagascar game looks cute though..BUT FINNY THE FISH???!! WTH...haha freaking funny sia me n Marie kept on laughing sia..even now I feel like laughing while typing this!He thinks dat girls kant play the violent kinda game like Hellloooo from so many games in the list dat u can choose from n u chose FINNY THE FISH!!!! hahaa it looks like some fishing game or wateva..niwae atlast Marie bought Madagascar..

Oh then when walking ard the interchange we saw this old lady wif one blind eye just sticked out Jamiyah donation tickets in front of our face..And didnt speak at all..maybe she's mute i dunnoe..ok dat is d 1st time..then we walked at the Prime area..saw her again n she did that sticking-out-in-front-of-our-face thingy again..so funny and dat was already twice..then we walked near d MRT stn towards the traffic light near Cheers..AND she did it again!so funny sia like everywhere we'll see her!Marie n I kept laughing but didnt donate ah kinda short of money but still can go shopping ah...haha so bad..I bought an anklet at $2 which will break soon coz I'm a rough girl..ahah whenever bought anklets will break very fast sey!need to buy d expensive one d real silver one (HINT HINT To u know who..hehee) Then met khaled awhile outside Cheers b4 he went off to work, think at some coffee club at city hall dere..

Then went to Century Square's toilet @ d 2nd level AND WOH!WOW!HOO!HONKHONK!KWAKWAKWA!!HEHEE!HAHAA!BANG!BOOM!CHANG!CHING!WEEeeeeeee........ Marie n I got so excited coz we never seen a toilet like dat b4!!I tink I'm d one overexcited!!!Like so KECOH!haha took photossss luckily Marie got digicam!!!It's so STYLOMILOPOWERBACHIN LAH SEY!!!!It's like can sit down in front of a mirror...like tink for ppl who wanna put make up..the tissue at a perfect area sticking out..den the Decor quite nice haha got pot of flowers, it's super cool lah!I'll put up the photos soon!SO EXCITIIIIINNGGGG........hahaaa excited bout a toilet ah...hehee really it's nice!Wonder how the guys' one looks like ah..

Tomorrow gonna start work at IRAS!!woohooo luckily my darling hidayah working there!!I'm so excited yet nervous coz it's gonna be a frontdesk job!Dat's wat the person who called me told me!And I tink dere gonna be lotsa Malay peeps working dere..so exciting gonna make more friends!woohoooo...hahaa THANK YOU Dayah 4 meeting me earlier to accompany me!LOVE U!MUAAAH! hahaa dats not for u ah..dats for my darling Chityang!hehee..I'm feeling a little bit hyper today dunnoe y..Oh must be d coffee from Yakun Kaya Toast!We ate d set meal dere..SO NICE!but I put too much ketchup in the half-boiled eggs!haha N it turned real BLACK!But wateva it's still so nice!The toast wasnt as good as usual too much butter..and the toast a little small and distorted..not the usual perfect square shape..haha..they cheated us lah Marie!hehee but it's ok probably because there's alot of ppl dere just now...ok lah wanna watch O.C now..Anyone wanna guess what O.C means?haha tag me d ans n u'll get a prize..see lah I'm so super hyper..I kant tink straight now..hhaaaa dah giler-giler lah sey!k GdnytE ALL!!! Oh n Thanks Marie for d great catching up wif each other day!!hahaaa meet ya real soon again!

Bluuueeek

2005-06-06T22:40:00.000+08:00

Wun be blogging till nxt week i guessed..so u guys dun have to take a look here..Just being plain lazy and too tired from work n stuffs...Gotta settle my life my things my room haiz so many things and whoooossh a mth plus oredi passed since sch closed...wow time flying at a great speed..it's both good n bad for me...will elaborate later on ah when I blog again ah...till then ciao romano...

LIVERPOOL POWERRrrrrr

2005-05-26T21:35:00.000+08:00

First of all wanna congratulate my team woohoooooooooooooooooo weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee it's just a miracle so unbelievable..told ya'all especially my baby dat LIVERPOOL gonna win!N woohooo hail to d king!And thanks Dudek..U really did save d day!kwa kwa kwa...join my team sudah lah chityang..go n leave dat lousy Red Devils team...haha kwang kwang kwang..And actually wanna Bo to win but dun mind carrie winning d American Idol coz i like them both!!wow And so amazing race, survivor, american idol n champions league's ALL over...so exciting ah..Soon sis tea's wedding gonna happen!woohooo I'm so excited for her!haha SO VERY EXCITING!!

Today morning, was a little rude to my momma..haha bad things happened at work just now..my eyes turned red, luckily brought my specs wif me..so not beautiful sia wear specs!niwae wateva..then was trying to download a CD burner n then burn to CD and d bloody CD-ROM drive wouldnt eject!So being so clever, decided to restart the comp thinking maybe sumtin wud happen..Then some error stuffs came out on a black screen..N I thought d comp had crashed or sumtin like dat..I was so bloody kanciong and wanna cry coz all my fren's hard work was in it!I kanciong like mad..My fren actually stayed back till 8pm yesterdae to do d thing like woW smangat right?!skali my fren pressed d eject button n luckily d disc eject out!Fuuuh dat was lucky man I was so praying hard!haha my fren's face also kanciong kia oredi!haha who wudnt be right?I mean typed out so much data...haha Dunnoe what he wud do ah if really d comp did crash..maybe will scold me or sumtin ah or maybe worse...

Think all these happened coz was rude to my mom..sorry mommy!hehee n Oh my things to do list..haven done anything yet damn n d week ending soon!hahaa too tired ah after work to do anything...K lah wanna sleep early today..GDNYTE!

MUUAAaaHHaa

2005-05-25T21:35:00.000+08:00

Today was quite funny keep on laughing!
Anyway..my fac mate came down to d office today to help me sort out d drawings all and have to make a list of them using excel...Was quite surprised when he came in after lunch..It's so fun having someone u r familiar with and while doing work can talk..I've been too quiet 4 d past 2 weeks and damn dat sucks coz I kant ask qns all n talk loudly n laughs n juz be myself!Niwae the supervisor expects us to finish in just 2 days!CRAZY MAN!It took a bloody 2hrs to sort 3/4 of it according to architectural, structural, mechanical and electrical categories..tomorrow gonna start checking the drawings' no n title all..piece by piece!OMG there's like hundreds of them!gonna die!gonna bring my lappie dere coz lack of comps over there!niwae I'm more comfortable working wif my laptop...hmmm so while sorting d drawings, I kept on laughing n laughing sia!dunnoe y oso...coz my fac mate ah - a thai guy but grew up in S'pore n so he's very singaporean but he's juz damn funny..we gossiped while sorting out n all n he's d one who had to take out all d heavy drawings..when i said heavy really heavy sia..i cudnt even lift it out of d box!then his face expression while lifting up d drawing from d box was damn funny..like his face turned red like wanna pansai sia!KWA KWA KWA...hahaaaaaa..then it was already 6p.m - going home time...but he insisted on staying for awhile n started typing the drawings title n no. I was like what the hell man!Like helooooo u working so hard for what, it's not as if u will get any OT pay...N also our pay only like a freaking 500bucks! wateva ah..he wants to stay, he stays..But I'm DEFINITELY not gonna stay!!So went home and as usual will see this tudung girl everyday without fail at the cabin in d MRT..maybe gonna make fren wif her ask where she's working n all so maybe the nxt 2 mths who knows she can recommend me or sumtin..haha frenly because of other reasons ah..and also every morning i will see this malay mat..haha everyday will see these 2 ppl like become a routine oredi ah..

Yeah so tomorrow gonna be a tiring day..Gd NYTE all!

Things to do list..

2005-05-24T09:21:00.000+08:00

At work now..haha my supervisor haven reach yet so I can relek relek decided to blog in some impt stuffs which I aimed to complete by the end of this week. Before dat juz wanna briefly story-tell bout d journey to work today...was a little late ard 10mins..I dun tink anyone mind..coz some were late too..no one takes notice everytime I come here...And so..

The feeder bus 242 was damn packed sia and I was squeezed at the front steps of the bus..Hate d morning rush!Yeah then took d train, also damn packed, upon alighting @ J.east MRT stn..Damn d ppl who didnt give me a chance to go out of the train, what're ur'all bloody problem..scared d train wud leave ur'all izzit..ALL d KIASU singaporeans..Arrrgghhh it's so frustrating felt like shouting at them during dat moment!Niwae yah then went down d stn and walked down to the back exit staircase of the stn so those going to JTC do not have to cross the traffic light..dats cool huh..haha yeah den at the staircase there's these 2 Abangs working under SMRT(dunnoe what d hell they doing down there)..So paiseh they disturbed me so gatal sia like said "Assalamualaikum" (in arab slang) right in front of my face..Wateva lazy to layan..then got makciks behind me also..How I wished they had scolded them 4 being so GATAL MIANG MACAM ULAT BULU!Then reached JTC..And I saw d mat who always disturb me..he was walking wif a pakcik ah..then he must have told the pakcik sumtin dat made him turned his head n looked directly at me!haha paiseh again damn!Then bumped into d mat again at the lift foyer n he smiled at me..Dun be jealous ah chityang..Well my darling not d type to be jealous right chit?(if u r reading this)I'm always d one forcing him to be jealous haha..U r 1 hell of a weird homosapien!And so d moral of d story:Today I made alot of heads turned to look @ me ah...cheyyyyy xtion ah..In other words indirectly saying I'm pretty...cheyy kembang kembang..kwa kwa kwa..only my bf says I'm not..always tease me I got big nostrils, buchuk ah,got lots more ah..bluuueeek ah!NYEK ah! Nvm if u bully me somemore I'll show d whole world how fat u r now ah!muawahaha LUCKY U I still dunnoe how to upload pics in here!Shall ask Nash how to soon...

haha so long winded ah my story...So here's my to do list:

1)Plan my financial after getting my pay from JCPL, from Seville Education for d 1day I relieved a tutor,and NTUC Income bursary which I'm gonna get this coming Sunday!Aiyo so leceh must go up d stage n take..Last yr my parents were proud of me coz I was d only one from U to take this bursary n can hear so many ppl clapped for me!kwa kwa kwa..So embarassing but I'm glad I made my parents proud of me!

2)Gotta email my supervisor to start doing my dissertation (final project) and design a layout 4 d thesis.

3)Gotta start doing a layout for my PTS 10-page report. (What I've done here at JCPL n how's the experience has been like n all)

4)Gotta think of what I'm gonna wear at sis tea's wedding dinner..must be easy flowy kinda outfit coz I'm d photographer so must move ard quickly n catch all d one-time shots in sis tea's lifetime!I kant screw up man!haha..If not all d 3 sisters will gang up n kill me!hehee

5)Wanna change d skin of my blog..been encoutering sum explorer shit errors..

6)Iron my clothes to work d day before work..haha so wun be dat late..Today's outfit I'd iron yesterdae!Fuh what an achievement!hehee

7)Maybe cleaned up my room..it's so messy..

8)And if I've time, wanna planned the Do's n Don't's when sch restart..haha so smangat ah..Yeah if dere's time..

Wow what a long list, Dunnoe if I can achieve doin all this in just a week's time..Will try as much as possible..K gtg!Yay finally, I brought a mug n 4 packets of 3-in-1 coffee to work..really it's like it gave me a sense of belonging here.. already drank 2 packets so wun fall asleep..haha Oh today mom packed for me nasi goreng wif telor mata lembu..hmm if translated into English it's fried rice with cow's eye's egg! WHAT??!! kwa kwa kwa..lame me haha

FUN.

2005-05-22T11:43:00.000+08:00

yeah blogging bout yesterdae's happenings...haha coz too tired n lazy to blog last nyte...So yesterdae morning went to the mosque and surprise surprise Nashitah Fikriyah came too!haha it was so funny lah..she came by the back door of the mosque..my brother was waiting for her at d front..and then out of the blue a girl tripped at the small step where me n my mom were at..and the girl melatar, "oh lokoh lokoh" And dats where I knew it was HER!hahaa her faveret "melatar" haha cute lah u! then she showed me her "nice" sketch of sis tea's wedding dinner layout haha so nice to help ur sis organize ah!I'm sure ur sis will be so grateful to u girl!After hearing the preaching, sent my bro n Nash to d nearest MRT stn..and off we went home...then afterwards my parents left for fishing after Zuhr prayers...

Marie came ard 4pm..haha now u know ah marie how d long ride feels like!haha yeah the West sux ah..then met at at the void deck n brought her up...Played PS2 a while but wasnt dat fun haha coz all the boyish games..then played UNO but in a diff way..Marie calls it "STRESS" but I know d game as "CATCH" haha but wateva its called, its still d same game...wah UNO can actually be played in many ways..cool huh..N I WON!kwa kwa kwa Marie u can try harder ah nxt time..then showed her many2 photos from d time i got no fashion sense (dressed horribly like a dunnoe wat..even makcik dressed better!) haha to the time when me n my family went to Pulau Tioman n Pulau Kapas..its really nice to look at d photos again..like all the memories kinda flashback..it was really fun at the "Pulau"s n other places..actually Malaysia is not dat bad a place..But I will never stay dere..only go as holiday can ah..haha dunnoe y oso coz tink Singapore is d best place to live in ah...Then sum photos showed my bros dat time like kental giler babi sia!When their gfs cum ah..muz show them my bros kentalness hahaa...but if my bf cums, I'll hide every album!haha..

Then ard 7plus...went to play bball wif marie n my youngest bro..it was raining lightly but we still decided to play ah..wanna enjoy d rain too..like so long didnt play d rain!Wah not bad ah Marie!After confessing having not played bball nor exercise for like 3mths!Nice shots all, even my bro was quite good yesterdae...I tink I wasnt dat gd..muz be d rain ah..very slippery ah the ball..haha blame d rain ah..played ABC n Marie won!bluuueek...give u chance coz u came all d way here wat..haha then walk ard Pioneer Mall's Giant 4 d fun of it ah..then head back home ard 9pm..We ate at my home..My mom cooked hard boiled egg curry..so funny lah marie..she again confessed dat she eats rice wif curry, then will put d curry like soup on the rice ah...haha i mean I do that too!haha after eating,chatted for awhile and took pics till 10plus n Marie gotta go!Or she'll missed the last train haha no lah was still quite early to miss d train..Even if she miss d train can always sleepover at my house..sent her to d busstop n BUBBYE marie...CYA again soon!woohooo had fun chilling out..

then came home n played PS2 games for awhile and almost fell asleep when m,y bro's frens came over to watch the FA Cup Finals!Wahlau they were SO NOISY!But its ok lah coz i was damn sleepy n kant be bothered...AND most imptly My CAT slept with me!woohooo so cute!IF my mom's at home she wun let d cat sleep wif me coz scared the cat will pee on sumtin..CUTE sak my cat!haha Later gonna drive my mom to a wedding nearby...coz my dad too tired to go..Ya later I'll blog again!

I'm becoming weaker...

2005-05-20T23:11:00.000+08:00

I'm becomning weaker by the day man!So tired and sleepy...its like no life when one's working..the whole day'll be gone and night is left to do what??Haiz niwae watched Fallen Idol..I tink dat I'll believe Corey!Based on hearing Paula leaving voice messages for Corey..N dats her voice man!Corey aint dat cute ah..sheesh Paula get a grip of ursef..

Yeah the day went pretty fast today..funny there's this guy who wants me to help do sum stuffs..like reading the whole booklet of clauses to see whether they matched the other book to see it there's any mistakes or discrepancies...He expects me to finish by Wednesday to give it back to him...And boy I took only an hour and a half to do it!haha found like ard 9 mistakes in the form of wrong usage of words and others...I'm damn efficient huh..haha..coz I drank Nescafe Mocha again!haha dat has made me have greater span of concentration i guessed!hahaa and my supervisor was shocked that I finished the tedious job she gave me to do...haha this was what she answered, "oh oh how ah then u have nothing more to do" haha funny reaction man!wateva gurl u dun have to give me anything to do..haha I'll just sit n mind my own business!Niwae after dat surf the net for awhile..N huff and puff and off I went home!

Oh wanna highlight this!Went out to have lunch wif the same kakak n makcik again like the other day!So fun ah talk to them!And noe wat??!D makcik treated me again!this time KFC!wow so maluuuu lah but she didnt wanna take my money...nothing i can do..she keep on saying its ok its ok u r still schooling..haha so sweet ah she!then went to the 4th level of JTC to see the sale going on...saw tudungs quite nice and trendy lah!Sad I'm TOTALLY BROKE!If not wud have bought...its really nice!2 for $10..not a bad deal ah..then there's brooches too!Only $1..it looked so expensive and nice too..those girlish types and not the makcik makcik types ah...but decided not to buy anything at all..have to save and keep the rest of my money till my payday!damn still so long!Actually its quite fast!It's been 2 weeks working at JTC!wah juz kant believe ah...niwae yah woohoooooooo gonna have a super LOOOOoooNNNG weekend!woohoo tanks to Vesak Day!N YAY! Marie gonna chill out at my house tomorrow...gonna play bball toO!!Missed u MARIE!hahaa....

Early to work!!Yeah

2005-05-19T08:28:00.000+08:00

Yeah was really early to day to work..ard 10mins earlier...haha..for once was really early..unbelievable..And something happened!Someone wore the SAME freaking skirt of what I'm wearing today..this happened when was walking to Boon Lay MRT stn...almost laugh to myself..called my mom so can laugh together with her..skali she didn't pick up d phone!Damn so I was like smiling to myself alone..ppl must be thinking I'm crazy!so paiseh sia..haha And so I went to the MRT shop 1st to avoid "us" taking the same train!haha bought a nescafe mocha!damn im so addicted to that...

Actually wanted to bring coffee from home but sad the coffee had run out..thought of bringing a mug to work..I love it here, it's like my own work stn..Need coffee badly eventhough I'm not a coffee lover..Need it coz always dozing off especially after lunchtime..Then this apek in front of me will always see me dozed off while trying hard to keep awake..then xtion xtion hold a pen writing something on paper to show the ppl at the back of me dat I'm actually "working"!hahaa good tactics ah..Yeah and so the apek in front always smiled to me when I looked at him after dozing off a little!haha..then will go to the toilet n washed my face..

Damn hopefully today with the mocha..I wun be dozing off...I pray hard..haha

At work...

2005-05-18T08:37:00.000+08:00

Work work work...hahaa nothing much happen yesterday..Was just trying so hard to keep awake at work coz the day b4 yesterdae slept at 2am!chatted wif my darling PRiNzE..Then skali switched on d TV and this exciting show - Scared Tactics - was showing!haha it was damn hilarious..quickly told my 2nd bro n watched it wif him!!!haha we were laughing like hell...it's a show where someone wants d person to be sabotage..something like YOU GOT PUNK'D! but this is much funnier sia...So this guy was sabotaged, he's an asian cleaner there..so he was suppposed to clean at the caretaker graveyard's place..The caretaker's an actor too..haha And then this show actually involves a zombie attacking him..so funny..The zombie was pulling the old caretaker's arm and he was shouting for help to the cleaner...and so he saved the old man but after dat they actually didnt run away!The cleaner was like fighting back!You guys shud have looked at his face...BLOODY HILARIOUS!!!hahaa scared but at the same time wanna save the old man..still holding him tight..wun let go dat sort of thing...haha and the zombie also adds to my laughter..so funny..was aking all that weird sounds..haha u shud have watched the show!!funny and there were a couple of other tactics..all of them who were sabotaged were scared out of their wits man!!hahaa

Ok back to work story...actually nothing much happen but its so interesting to notice dat these office peeps..U can see that if they are whispering like really REALLY whispering..they are actually gossiping!haha and they were gossiping near my seat here coz all the network printers and machines are just at the side of my workplace corner...hahaa so this place is like the so called the chatting point...these peeps are terrible man!Somehow like hypocrites..So when other people come to collect their printjobs..they will like talk so normally...but once those people gone..yeah u guessed it right!They'll cntinue their gossips!hahaa POLITICS!So I'll just give listening ears..hahaha eavesdropping dat is..Well this is how to get to know ur work colleagues right..

Now like always have my lunch in d office..so peaceful..no one will be ard..My mom will pack me so much rice..haha scared her daughter will be hungry ah...THANK YOU MOM!!!LOVE U SOOOOOooooooooooooooooooOOO MUCH!!Like she has to wake so early to cook for me..!!THANK YOU SO MUCH!!MUUUAACCCKSSSss!..Today she cooked for me asam pedas ayam...YUM YUM kant wait for LUNCH!!REally when u packed lunch from home..it's a super saver!!Wun have to spend a cent outside...

Aight gotta go back to work now..ppl all watching me like why is this girl blogging...if they know what blogging is in the 1st place..haha all this apeks ah..K right now missing so many ppl and things...My CAT-Kitty, My another cat...A REALLY FAT & CUTE one..haha MY CHITYANG!ALL my other friends - MARIE!! STELLA!! ZIANA!! NASHITAH!! WANA!! KAMSINAH!! SHAHEDAH!! HIDAYAH!! ALL THE BBALL GANG!! haha U GUYS ROCK MY LIFE!!

HappY Day!!

2005-05-16T21:02:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was Great FUN!!!!wooohoo simply loved the outing...even though went only to Changi Airport to hang out..IT was FUNN!!!hahaa and it's a budget outing too...Kamsinah brought a BK coupon..THANK YOUUU!!!hahaha after eating dere we went walking from T2, took the skytrain to T1, and walked ard...went cam whoring!hahaa all the pics turned out FABULOUS!!Thank yOU DAYAH for bringing the digicam!muaaah love u!!haha..Then lepakz at starbucks..We didnt bring any games so decided to do a 5 yrs time capsule!!Dayah claimed dat hers was the most realistic..Well, we shall c dat in 5 yrs time aight!haha..AND KAM make sure u dun lose that piece of receipt we wrote on!!haha..Outing wif u guys never bore me!Not even once!!Looking forward to nxt Sunday..Hopefully Shahedah can join us too!!!we'd chilled out at harbourfront, changi airport..so nxt will be???!!Tune in to find out more...hahaa..

Today was not a bad day!Im PROUD of mysef today!hahaa..did a good deed in the MRT in d morning while going to work!Kant believe Singaporeans aint have much courtesy at all!At Lakeside, this Malay boy ard my age i tink went in with crutches..there were no seats available..BOY I kant believe no one stood up for him!Wat a shame!THere's like so many men in d cabin..all the officemen dat kind..NONE actually stood up!Wah bloody irritating u know..they juz made a Dunnoe face!So I stood up for him!and I felt proud!Then some standing up ppl were looking at me..and they smiled..Dat made my day!It's like I've achieved something...hahaa It's juz a great feeling I tell ya'all..I felt really proud of mysef!haahaa...And because of dat!When I came back home..got a good news!I got d NTUC income bursary - $350!!Weeeeeee...ahahaa..I'm d only one who got it..so sad my bros didnt get it..especially my little bro..his results was quite good wif 6 As but think it's because his English got a B4..it's ok u can always try agaiN!hahaa woohooo see if u do good deeds u gonna get sumtin in return!!woohooo SO excitingggg!!!

Sigh tomorrow working..I'm so lazy to go to work..So boring..keep on doing the same thing and it's hard..I got to think really hard as if doing sum assignment or sumtin like dat!DAMN I hate to think!It's juz a bloody attachment! dats bout it i guess...B4 I stopped blogging, just have to say this again..I LOVE THE PICS MAN!!! HAve not learn how to put up pics here yet..I will put it up once I learn how it works yah! K GDNYTEEE ALLLLLLL...........

Missed BLOGGING!

2005-05-15T11:02:00.000+08:00

Yeah Having been blogging for like 3 freaking days!haha was too damn tired ah to blog but I MISSED BLOGGING!haha have not been sleeping well..And so nothing much happened in the last 2 weekdays of this week...But one thing to higlight is that I found few friends at my workplace..

They r a bunch of nice ppl!I met them in the lifts while going out for lunch...and they dragged me out at the 4th level saying dat there's always a sale every Friday lunchtime and asked me to follow them and take a look there...and WOW surprise surprise it's really cheap down there..it's like ESPRIT pants only selling for a freaking 15bucks!But so sad I dun have much money left till my payday!haha its ok..can always go there again every Friday..The makcik and kakak are from the 8th level while I'm from the 7th level..and afterwhich we went to Jurong entertainment centre and ate at Delifrance!And surprise surprise again the makcik TREATED me!haha so nice ah 1st time meeting and she already "blanja" me man..haha freaking nice ah!And over lunch we talk from politics to the people working at JTC..like there are not much Malays working there and they were both complaining it must me the race and religion thingy...haha..They were really nice to me dat day..and I'm looking forward to meet them again and have lunch wif them!Learnt alot of thing from them!So happy that finally I found friends to have lunch wif!haha

Yesterday went to hear preaching again at En-Naeem mosque @ Hougang there..luckily this time round I didnt fall asleep!haha coz the Uztaz was really funny man!His preaching was great!I simply Love it!hahaa so freaking funnY!Then came back ard noon time and my parents n both older brothers went fishing leaving me with my youngest brother all alone...took a nap for awhile in the afternoon woke up ard 6plus..watched Malcolm in the Middle till 7.00pm!Woohooooo I love this show man!From here lah we(me and my JC frens) started this game trick thing using the hand..haha and whoever got tricked will like get a nudge or something like dat!wah missed those times..played with Marie, Stella, Ziana, and all the other Malay guys - Faisal, Din all..it was really nice ah..How I wish I'm still there hahaa....So after watching the show, went to play basketball with my bro..SCORED MANY 3-pointers!Boy I'm SO GOOD!hahaa praising myself ah..ran quite alot..Ooohh yeah bebeh woohoooo I can feel all the fats being burnt out!Then went home near 8plus..

Ate my Faveret chocolate cream cookie "HIT" it's damn nice..oops and all the fats came back again..haha then had a shower and ate rice wif fish curry..Met Dayah and Kam for awhile to discuss our outing today..then gotta log off coz my bro's been bugging me to get off the net and watch movies wif him..Set up everything..turned on the aircon, brought in all the snacks and drinks, switched off the lights and there we watched Kungfu Hustle..I've been wanting to watch this movie for a long time and atlast! haha DAMN FUNNY ah the movie I was laughing alot!hahaa nice nice I love stephen chow's hair!long ah..nice!Then after dat wanted to watch Shutter, like the atmosphere was there..it was raining and there were lightnings..but damn the DVD kant work on PS2!So have to decide on another horror movie..And I stumbled on Kakashi - a Japanese horror movie which I've never watch b4, so we watched and yesterday night was supposed to be a movie marathon thingy wif my bro..BUT he bubbled me sia..*pop pop pop pop* he was like snoring while I was like, "ADIK BANGON kakak TAKOT!BANGON CEPAT U promised U will accompany me" He replied, "Adik tengah tengok ni lah" So feeling OK coz he was watching the movie wif me...then after a few seconds I turned and he was snoring away..Wadeva ah kiddo nxt time I wun watch wif u horror movie late at night again..NEVER!But luckily there's only ard 5 scary scenes..ard there and the ending really SUCKs!STUPID IDIOTIC MORON IMBECILE DIRECTOR!anyway not forgetting my cat which was sleeping so CUTELY on my sofa, curling up, putting her tail in between its feet..so cute lah must be cold dats y!haha..slept ard 3am..And later gonna meet my darling sec sch frens!NURHIDAYAH ABU BAKAR & KAMSINAH HUSIN @ 2pm!Kant wait bebehs!Miss u all so much!Sad though NORSHAHEDAH ASLAM KHAN can't make it coz she's camping or sumtin like dat..k cya guys real soon!!!MUUUAAAAHH!!!

SLEEPY.......

2005-05-11T23:05:00.000+08:00

Today at work was bloody slow and boring! Did data entry and damn the computer was bloody slow..each time to enter a new data took like bloody 10mins to download..was pretty bored and luckily can surf the net...And so surf the net until dunnoe what else to surf man...Browse thru frenster and some blogs,check mails and found out getting my results on 1st June 9.00am!Scared to look at my results ah! Ate alone again but made a fren wif sum makcik working dere but not sure what to talk to her...hehee...yeah nothing much happen today..Lazy to go to work..It's hard to get up in the morning!!

Reached home and went to sleep for awhile..woke up at 8.30pm to catch American Idol, watched Eye for a Guy at 10.30pm and now while blogging watching Amazing race! But Marie already told me who won..she watched at AXN!wooooHOOOoooooo the Black couple won!I love them!They r so nice!!!Nice ppl always get nice rewards!I predict that the black girl vonzelle solomon gonna be voted out tomorrow..she wasnt dat good today...dunnoe y the heck she was crying...Aniway, I love Bo Bice!He's the coolest among all ah!woohoooooooo

What?? I say What? I say What Again??

2005-05-10T21:17:00.000+08:00

heheee crazy title up dere huh? Well reached work 5mins late just now but it's ok i guess coz my supervisor is always late..not 10mins but 1 n a half hr man! Ate alone again today..the chicken cutlets damn power and crispy sia at this Indian Muslim stall..Even though the food there is quite expensive but worth it I should say..Some Indian ppl from India were like looking at me while was eating scary...haha tink they must be admiring my eyes..hahaa...coz if u peeps watch those classic Tamil movies ah, the heroines all used those really thick black eyeliner and will draw out a little at the corner of the eye..Just like what I'm doing..haha probably they were staring because of dat..haha and so watdeva..haha

While writing the dates for my work timesheet, realized dat the 13th of May gonna fall on a Friday which means IT IS FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH!!! Jason gonna come out man!Watch out'all!!hahaa and so watdeva again...

My supervisor ah very selenge sia..Like neva give proper instructions, she juz mailed me and expected me to interprete correctly..and so already suggests that I made a mistake..took a bloody 3 full hrs w/out resting doing this "FISHING" table layout with all the data..very tedious.. where in fact can only take 15mins or less if I'd known what she wanted!Damn man..She didnt even check on me once or wat..And So WATDeva YADAyadayada I say WHAT i say WHAT WATDETOOT!!!

Yeah guess today wasn't dat great and like to remind anyone who will read this that TIME DO REALLY FLIES FAST!! I'm going to 4th yr at d U, Sis Tea gonna get married, My darling Chityang coming back really soon from Canada which is this August, My 1st bro has turned 24!Freaking 24 man!I remembered the times we watched d cartoon Road Runner together when we were young..was watching it just now with my 1st bro, 2nd bro and mom..my youngest bro watched awhile and found it boring and went inside my room..Kids ah nowadays dunnoe how to appreciate classic cartoons man..One of my fav last time was and still is Thundercats!THUNDER THUNDER THUNDERCATS HOOOooooooOOOOOOO....

CSI gonna start soon..afterthat gonna sleep tight tight with the most sweetestttt dreams! Haven had enuff sleep since work started coz have to wake up so early in the morning...arrrgghh I'm juz not an early bird!I'm more like an Owl!

1st Day of Work

2005-05-09T23:22:00.000+08:00

Woke up real late today for my FIRST DAY of work!! kwa kwa kwa..so forced to "mandi bujang lapok"..If not I'll be late and there'll go my reputation..hehee..So grab anything dat looks formal - no time to iron d clothes..ronyok pon ronyok lah..Met my fren at J.East MRT stn at 8.15am and off we went to JTC and it was really terrible..there was a communication breakdown btw our sch and them..like nobody informed that we were starting work today...shish so paiseh sia..niwae it was OK lah..started work..it was like just the previous experience during last Dec, had to key in some stuffs into their database and zap documents, luckily it wasn't dat much..faced the computer all day long..shit im gonna be blind soon..come on Lindah U can FIGHT MYOPIA! hahaa

At lunchtime, usually ate wif my supervisor, but this time round she got a fren and i was left behind..so sad but at least she didnt go off just like dat..she told me she gonna eat wif her fren but didnt invite me to join..But its ok since maybe they were going to some non-halal stall outside or sumtin. I didnt mind lah so went to eat alone *sob sob* at JTC canteen...and was shocked to see the mats there who used to disturb me every morning dat time when was working during the Dec hols..THEY ARE STILL THERE!haha boy they were also shocked to see me, I think, by their surprised expression on their faces...haha but I juz made dunnoe (buat bodoh) je..haha Was searching around for the friendly makcik though, but to no avail..when I was eating alone, she'll always come and accompany me so nice ah..missed her ah..

Reached home near 7pm where I switched on my laptop and worked on my blog!haha and it was worth it! Oh! N not forgetting NASHITAH FIKRIYAH HAFID yang tinggal kat Bedok tu alahai yg kecik kecik molek comel kiut kiut tu..haha her help was great!And my blog layout came out the way I really wanted!!wooohooooooo TANKIU LALING!!Love you MUAACCKS!!

K I'm so bloody sleepy and tired now and MISSING my chityang SO damn much...where r u ah?Been waiting for you so long noe...niwae wanna tell u I LOVE U VERY MUCH if u read this k! Yang, the no. of lips u see when u move ard the cursor = no. of kisses I'm giving u right now and the no. of hearts u see when u move ard the cursor = amt of love I've for you! So keep on moving the cursor darling! hehee LOVE YOU!

I'm Proud of Myself!

2005-05-08T23:47:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 9.30am today(wow dats damn early!)...Even Chityang was shocked!haha juz couldnt get back to sleep...then decided to do some housework! And like WOW I did so many things within 1 and a hlf hr - 1st cleaned kitty's poo, then sweep and mop the whole house, mom called and asked me to soak the mee to make it soft, cut some vegetables and fishballs, cut d meat and cooked it, took out some prawns and voila all the ingredients for cooking white mee...I didnt fry the mee, waited for my mom to do it coz im a no good cooker yet!Gonna learn soon suring this hols..My youngest bro was like, "wow kakak, rumah kiter cam nak hari raya sey" so can imagine how spick and span the house is...hahaa...damn proud..afterwhich I bathe kitty as well..so buchuk oredi man my cat..been like a week since the last time I bathe her..Then folded tons of clothes and then was damn tired..My mom finished frying the mee..I ate and then decided to get some sleep from 2plus to 6plus pm!haha is dat some sleep or ALOT of sleep?haha...niwae then taught my youngest bro a little bit of Science coz he's having that for tomorrow's exam..and woah it's damn hard..I kant even remember studying bout osmosis, platelets and wateva stuffs in our body containing those substances..luckily I'm thru wif all dat!

Then Dayah and Kamsinah came online..haha we were like busy asking Dayah to teach us how to blog and stuffs, the functions all...wahlau bloody tiring sia!Like so many stuffs to do but I guess after a while I will get use to it! Still not satisfied with the outcome of my blog..but for now it will suffice..takes time to conquer the skills...haha..Thanks Dayah for helping out yah!MUACKS love u!hahaa

Haiz tomorrow gonna start my attachment back again at JTC..So NOT looking forward to it..starts at 8.30am and ends at 6pm..dats really a freaking long working time! And I get about 500bucks a mth...but it's ok..at least I'll get some cash!K guess dats about it..gotta sleep now!ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz....

A So-So Day

2005-05-07T23:33:00.000+08:00

Today went pretty fast...

woke up ard 8am, went to d mosque to hear some preachings..was damn sleepy and could not pay attention to what the uztaz saying..haha ask my mom to pinch me several times!I brought sweets there but still couldnt keep awake, the sweet i was chewing almost dropped out of my mouth..so sleepy man! Afterwhich I drove to SGH to see my uncle..he's been sick for quite awhile, one of his kidneys gone..then afterdat drove home..

Reached home and slept almost for half a day..woke up near 7pm..and found out my parents and 1st bro had gone to fishing and wun be back till tomorrow..So decided to play basketball with my youngest bro, It's been awhile touching the nike ball Marie bouight for me!haha So played and run like nobody business woohooo I love to run man!Not bad, still haven lost my touch at all..in fact scored several 3-pointers today!Damn proud of myself!hahaa..after playing for about an hour, went to Pioneer Mall to get a water chestnut drink...it's really good to quench ur thirst man!Then went home...ate and watching TV now..Not sure what I'll be doing tomorrow..Nyte ALL!

I'm Blogging!!

2005-05-06T23:55:00.000+08:00

And so this will be my real blog entry...haha..juz kant believe I"M ACTUALLY BLOGGING! muaaahahaha....

And so I woke up early and called my baby at ard 11am (hahaa dats early to me ok). We talked alot until I was really bored and started singing hindi songs to him..I sang, sang & sang..I sang hindi songs, malay songs & then hindi songs again & again..but my sayang was supportive eventhough my singing skills sucks big time.. I was offtune lotsa times and was shouting and screaming at some parts of the songs and at the same time was laughing like a crazy woman and my sweetie juz encouraged me further by being the "background singer" haha so cute..Thanks chityang for not laughing at my sucky voice! I'll promise I'll sing u to sleep tonyte aight! hehee And KNOW WHAT? even nature was teasing my voice..while singing, can hear loud thunders man!Even Izwan heard them so must be loud right..hahaa..Then decided to get ready to go to sch to send back the library books but it did not go as planned coz it was pouring heavily (probably due to my baby's singing then)...hehee

So went to meet Marie at Orchard..reached there at 3.30pm, Marie & Serene were at Lido n I tell ya'all I suck at walking in orchard..walked there for so many times but juz kant get the directions inside my head! hahaa...so I was frantically calling marie asking for directions..went lost again & again..MARIE lah dunnoe how to give directions..haha blame her ah..niwae den met them and went to see my cousin, Nurul who was working at HushHush at ngeen ann city...the tote bags were not as great as expected n heard of..like sum mats n minahs bags...we walked ard dat level for a while and then decided it was too boring and went to The Heerens..walked there and still found it to be boring and tiring..then Serene had to leave me & Marie coz she's meeting "someone"...we planned to go to Far East but decided Ochard is such a damn bloody boring place ah..somemore us being broke..so no use walking there lah..no one to watch out for oso..all the Jap wannabes were there..nothing interesting...therefore we decided to go to TAMPINES!so long sia haven gone there....

so we reached n walked ard till we met Khaled there..walked ard n khaled showed us where to have our dinner-Chai Chee Restaurant..This makcik took our order n she's a little weird. her "tonchet" inside her tudung damn high sia like totally vertical on top of her head! like a "conehead" hahaa...Marie made a theory probably she wanna look tall ah and her make up fuuyooh damn thick and she wore a fancy waist belt haha wat a makcik man! niwae ate seafood sambal kuay teow and had fresh lime juice..tell u the food was power!like alot of "harta" in dere, 3 prawns n many SOTONGS!my faveret!and the place was quite packed wif ppl..after dat we takeaway kaya toast from Yakun Kaya Toast coz marie wanna try it out for the 1st time..As Marie n I was dipping our hands in the paperbag, like totally concentrating in having the kaya toast, we didnt notice Khaled, Reza and Masood were looking at us...tell u ah our faces muz have been like sum gelojoh kids kant wait to have their ice creams..haha funny sia..And it was addictive as usual..Marie was like hmmmm damn nice ah like wanna have more..hahaa..DAMN DELICIOUS AH!

After dat we went to This Fashion juz for the fun of it ah..look at the "nyonyas-makciks" clothes..then set our eyes on like "office" pants and decided to try them on since marie also gonna graduate and she needs working clothes, so decided to see how we look like in those pants..then asked marie to try on those 3/4 pants too coz she never wear b4..and off we went in the changing room..N WOW the changing room make it feels like u are in "heaven" with the tall white curtains and it's like a maze..we scrambled towards the end of the "maze" and try on those pants..I was shouting to marie if we have digicam, dat would be nice...and NICE marie was like,"Eh actually I brought" then i was like WHAT!!!!!!!! haha damn! Marie ah wanna kene slap from me never tell earlier, cud have taken pics while eating and all!We cud have gone CAM-WHORING!haha niwae its ok..And we took photos..I even tried on the 3/4 pants juz for fun!hahaha..quite nice actually..niwae can u imagine a tudung girl wearing 3/4 pants when going out??haha muz be crazy..niwae there's this This Fashion nyonya who's in charge of the changing room keep on telling us' "dun forget to give me back the hangars ok" ....We were like watdahell..we wun take ur hangars lah...funny sia nyonya..After dat we went home..now this is the best part!READ ON!

Took the train (oh before that, saw Razif) and as we went in the train at Tampines, the first thing my eye caught was this BAPOK!OH MY GOD!IT"S UNBELIEVABLE! hahaa n marie so blur didnt see at 1st, I was already giggling a little, and xtion showing marie a sms where i told her there's a bapok in dahouse...hahaa then we really kant stop laughing sia...this bapok n two other guys (mats)..this bapok n 1 of the guys is a couple..bapok was holding the guy's hand..SUCH an ugly bapok man! "she" was wearing a white blouse n a black bra to show she got boobs ah!hahaah they were like staring at us, think they know ah we laughing them...Ironic, the cabin we were in was damn silent like inside a library or sumtin!hahaa made our giggles and laughters even louder inside there! it was damn funny hilarious man!I cannot stop laughing sia!then decided to stop at Paya Lebar to wait for another train..If I'd continued the journey, probably I'll be beaten up there n then..hahaa so alighted the train at paya lebar and worst marie told me she saw the bapok was like sliding her foot at the guy's leg kinda flirting..tell u if I'd seen that probably I would've laugh out loud sia really!hahaa then bid marie farewell and off I went home..Such a long journey!How I wish I'm still staying in the east side!Sigh...got home ard 10plus juz now..

some credits to the people: Thanks Marie for bringing Digicam eventhough it was a little late to tell me that u brought it and to Serene for giving me a taste of ur own home baked cookies! It was quite nice!And To Nashitah and Wanek!ENJOY BEBEHs!U have WON the 2.4KM race!hahaaa

Peace Out!

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2005-05-04T08:27:00.000+08:00

MY FIRST EVER BLOG ENTRY!